#38

 What happens when you fuck up things?

The distance of texting each other becomes so distant that you tend to open your messaging platform tons of times a day. But, you cannot even type a single word. You wait for the person to text you. But, did you ever imagine what the person would be going through. 

Just one mistake, two lives go wide apart. That magical moment while you spoke or talked vanishes. Not because the other is suffering. It's because you made them go through this trauma. It's quite natural you feel dumb. But, I guess the truth is you don't even deserve to live. You wish that your existence could be erased. Well, thinking that would help us? Things impossible to do are nice to imagine. But things done to make the situation worse are so easy to do. People say think before you do something. But, that moment you don't get to see the consequences you need to face.